two days...and counting

two days until my christmas concert. I hate concert prep time. I really do. The best part is getting to buy myself something new to wear for it. I bought this great lil grey/silver dress. It has sequins at the top, shot sleeves, and I'll wear it with leggings an dboots. Stephen laughs at me and my love of leggings, becuse I own about 5 pairs, but don't wear them too often. I don't thin kthey're appropriate for school, unless just as tights. The dress doesn't need leggings, but i think it'll keep me warnm.

I can't wait until Friday, because most of the craziness will be over and I can go back to feeling normal. Well, normal for me. hopefully less anxiety attacks too. I haven't had one for about a week now. BUt I did have one last week when Stephen was over...he was asleep though so I didn't tell him. Friday ngiht we're going to the city to attend Kerin's party. It should be interesting. I'm going shopping this afternoon for a dress or soemthing. Something I can wear over jeans or leggings. Its dressy casual. So I want to look as hot as possible. MOstly because there will be alot of girls, and I want my boyfriend looking at me and me alone. there comes my hints of jealousy and self centered-ness! ugh. i hate that