seriously. what's funny is that i figured with blogger i'd have instant access to writing my thoughts on life...and instead i know its here, tell myself daily that i need to blog, and then never get around to it.
the past few days have been filled with olympics and nothing. i seriously feel like a total waste. its awful. basically ever since last friday when i found out i didn't get the job at JALC. i know there's tons for me to do...particularly a final for my class at BU...and of course prep work for my job, which I will be going back to in the fall...but i have NO energy to do any of it. i'd much rather lay around watching michael phelps win another freaking gold medal (the man is a freak of nature), and wish my boyfriend would come over and cuddle.
boyfriend...right. so pre-school boyfriend and i are officially together. 2 months an a few days...its been amazing...and i love spending time with him. we almost had our first fight saturday night, but avoided it which was good, because i really didn't want to go to bed arguing. i sleep at his house (yes, i've seen his bedroom---which makes pat laugh because for the almost year and a half that stephen and i were together i never once saw his bedroom---kinda weird) every saturday which i love because we literally stay in each others arms the whole night and wake up late and lay around on sundays. its really perfect, and im totally happy and blown away with him!
friend front...its hard with kerin. i'll explain later hopefully because there is alot i need to get off my chest. april is good. finally got a job and has reached a happy place. everyone is going upstate again, but i'm opting out for obvious reasons. i wish i could join them, but i know its not appropriate despite john's insistance that it would be totally fine.
i need to figure out what im doing for the next hour and then grab a train to the city to turn around in manhattan and come one stop west to brooklyn....why can't i just drive to the city i'll never understand...one of my quirks, why drive when i can take a train?!
3 comments:
It looks like you're having an AWESOME summer.A new boyfriend, huh? A new relationship is so much fun. All the firsts.
You got a new job?
And I am REALLY REALLY envious of your awesome hair.
no..no new job unfortunately, but i'm prepping for the new school year!
thanks for the comps and yea...love the new love bit. he told me he loved me after 5 or 6 weeks, and i wanted to from week 2. then on saturday night when we went to dinner with his co workers he did the one thing i have waited my entire life for someone to do to make my heart melt into a big pile of mush---while i was having my own conversation with one of the wives he came over and kissed me on the forehead without any word said and smiled. sigh. i loved that.
its been a crazy fun summer, thanks for stopping in trace, i can't wait to catch up with what you, sweetness and josie have been up to!
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