other possible job options...

- baker
- winery tour guide or operator or wine-o.
- B&B keeper
- social studies teacher-one single subject, the same lessons half the day and the other half a second lesson. not as hard as what i do. and it can't be cut.
- candy maker
- personal assistant. i make good coffee
- receptionist---if pam can do it i can. i'd make more money that way
- admin in a college for the registration department, basically did that during my under grad.
- professional blogger. guess it doesn't exist
- photographer...except my photos arent anything spectacular
- scrapbooking business owner
- pro scrapbooker. you bring me pics and i scrap them for you. i don't think i'm good enough to do it yet though.
- tour manager for john mayer. i'm dreaming i know. ok. jack johnson? no? damn.
- vocalist of a blondie cover band. i'll dye my hair. no i won't.
- professional shopper.
- paris hilton. she doesn't do ANYTHING. can I do that? my face is not shaped like a foot!

ugh. i'm not happy with the outcome of this week for school. concert tonight. that i don't want to play. had 2 beers last night that i shouldn't have had but i knew dave needed company. freaked out and got really upset last night over steve being gone. it hurts a lot. yesterday was our 6 month anniversary and i talked to him at 12 last night for about 10 minutes in which he apologized 6 times for not calling earlier and not being here and not even talking to me on our anniversary. i told him it was ok, but inside i just want him home already. shoot a damn deer and get your butt home. i know i'm being selfish. i'm blaming my period for it. listening to ray lamontagne. love him. but its just making me more mopey. thought the trumpet lines in "you can bring me flowers" is to die for. SO subtle and sweet but drenched in wine and sadness. can i be a music critic? would rolling stone hire me?