new name

It's silly. people probably won't notice. but it was a big deal to me. I have officially changed my display name on blogger. I was VWLaura120. VW because of my cute lil jetta and my loyalty to the company (I do not want to own anything but german again!) and Laura since its my name. 120 because that was mine and Stephen's anniversary. I hadn't even noticed that 120 was part of my blogger name until I was looking at my profile and clicking randomly to look for new "friends" (or people for me to stalk however you wanna look at it). So I have opted for the shorter VWLaura. I personally enjoy it.

As well, I realized this morning while making my monthly payment for that wonderful little jetta, that I have not changed all my passwords...which all had to do with Stephen. Maybe I'm noticing all of this stuff because tomorrow will officially be 2 months since we broke up. I feel like so much had happened in those 2 months and that I really have grown a whole bunch personally. I think that as I reflected on my relationship with Stephen I grew up, just from the reminiscing. I also think that had we stayed together things may have gotten even uglier than they were when we did break up. I've been really enjoying life. Dating has been fun, and if something serious comes out of me and "new steve" great...but I think that the way we are together I will still be able to jump on the 4 down to Brooklyn and hang out with the erics. I'll still be able to hang out with jeannie up in CT this summer. And I feel like he'll still need his time with his boys that I'll be able to do my own thing with my group. So yea. Things are good. And I have a smile plastered across my face daily now which is wonderful, however I had this smile going for 2 months, and it's only gotten bigger in the past few weeks. Which is a good sign too.

That's it for now...OH! Song of the moment: [html][/html]

When you see a deer you see Bambi
And I see antlers up on the wall
When you see a lake you think picnics
And I see a large mouth up under that log
You're probably thinking that you're gonna change me
In some ways well maybe you might
Scrub me down, dress me up aww but no matter what
Remember, I'm still a guy

When you see a priceless French painting
I see a drunk, naked girl
You think that ridin' a wild bull sounds crazy
And I'd like to give it a whirl
Well love makes a man do some things he ain't proud of
And in a weak moment I might walk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall
But remember, I'm still a guy

And I'll pour out my heart
Hold your hand in the car
Write a love song that makes you cry
Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground
'Cause he copped a feel as you walked by

I can hear you now talkin' to your friends
Saying, "Yeah girls he's come a long way"
From draggin' his knuckles and carryin' a club

And buildin' a fire in a cave
But when you say a backrub means only a backrub
Then you swat my hand when I try
Well now, what can I say at the end of the day
Honey, I'm still a guy

And I'll pour out my heart
Hold your hand in the car
Write a love song that makes you cry
Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground
'Cause he copped a feel as you walked by

These days there's dudes gettin' facials
Manicured, waxed and botoxed
With deep spray-on tans and creamy lotiony hands
You can't grip a tacklebox

Yeah ith all of these men linin' up to get neutered
It's hip now to be feminized
I don't highlight my hair
I've still got a pair
Yeah honey, I'm still a guy

Oh my eyebrows ain't plucked
There's a gun in my truck
Oh thank God, I'm still a guy

I know...pretty country for me! But I've been feelin the country a lil bit these days.