im exhausted. and im going to the city in a lil while. like the train is coming in an hour. i spent the day with my dad which was nice, we went to look at the furniture I want for my bedroom from ikea. I'm going to get one of those PAX systems...floor to ceiling cabinetry/closetry to store EVERYTHING and the Hemnes bed that I love. Of course I'm upgrading because there's no way that as I turn a quarter of a century in a week and a half do I want to still be sleeping in a twin. i don't get to spend a lot of time with my dad, mostly because him and i are close but not in the way that we actually do a lot of things together. him and my brother do a lot more together...the car, all things car related, work, and other stuff. where as him and i agree on more stuff, our personalities mesh really well. he approved my furniture choices and now i just have to get the windows replaced...which my parents are going to pay for since its structural and the carpet replaced. I'm over the purple room thing. Then over the february break I'll empty my room, donate my current furniture, redecorate and feel like i've moved. there's no way i'm moving out yet unfortunately. and as i replied to littlezen in comments from my last post boyfriendsteve is not ready for any major steps, including moving in together. I wish he was but even i can recognize its too early in the relationship. pat always feels like boyfriendsteve and i have been together for so much longer than we actually have been (8 months this past Thursday btw) because of how we just fell into being together so comfortably and well. i wish we'd found each other sooner, but i guess its one of those things that you need to live through all the crap to be able to recognize how great certain things are. ok. i guess i will really go get ready now. could so go for a nap. and dont want to deal with my one friend tonight...wish i could bail and go catch a movie with my dad. oh well.
til tomorrow...or sooner.
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That's a good way to put it...the guy you learned your "mistakes" from. I remember before my now husband I dated this guy Dav.e. Da.ve was REALLY hot and we pretty much had the best personal time than any other guy I've dated, but it was one of those relationships that was filled with angst and trauma. Then my met my now husband and realized what you are mentioning. I'm definitely happier and glad I made the choices I did. Even though I did try to find good personal time hot Dave on Face Book with no luck, lol. Found a bunch of sorority sister though ;-).
Your new furniture looks great! Love Ikea.
thanks for the boost hun! I loved your comparison....I love when you talk about your husband and how excited you get just in writing about him. That's the feeling I get when I think about or talk about boyfriendsteve.
i'm looking forward to the furniture..thought its a matter of convincing my mom to let me have my money. stupid stuff. sigh. if there was a ring on my finger i would be able to have it.
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